Currently I am wide awake in bed at 4.30am, and I'm doing this all for the sake of the internet.
Hello. Nice to be back again.
During my period of absence, you would be please to know that i am now back in Malaysia the land I love, I have started my new job application (slowly but surely) and the husband had gone to work again.
But it's fine. I am coping. Despite the turmoil and unsteadiness of my life right now, I am emotionally intact. I will not give in to the fear of the unknown, the inferior feeling of having no career and jealousy watching all these people making it years ago while I was wrapped in the comfort of the Celtic life.
Sometimes I do wonder of what would've happen if I'd come back years ago. I'd probably have a house now, driving up to work in my blue Suzuki Swift and putting in indwelling peritoneal catheters like it 's child's play.
Anyhow, this is fine too. I have Mia-chan with me and I have MRCP for what it's worth (which probably is not much because I was told gazillions of people are walking with it nowadays. Damn. Why people have to be so smart)
But I haven't missed Ireland that much if not of the internet. I'm not sure if you can even call it that. There is no net if you're moving at a snail's pace, even at 4.30am!
And facebook, what good are you if there are no pictures! I need to see pictures!
Purseblog? Well...Bye Purseblog.
It'll be a while before the next post I think. I am not capable of staying up this late just to rant. It might be time for a diary.
Saturday, June 23, 2012
Sunday, March 18, 2012
The Perfect Tote
I have been looking for the perfect tote, to go on holidays and shopping trips. Definitely something light and sits on your shoulder like glue.
Haha.
In my ideal world I would. Thing is, I'm broke and my dearest would probably say, 'you have too many totes already!'
That is of course not true, all I have is my Le Pliage that I've been using as my oncall bag, which I'd also used on too many holidays already.
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mine is brown.. |
Yet, it does not hurt to dream..
Choice 1
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LV Totally PM |
Choice 2
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LV Batignoilles Horizontal |
Choice 3
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LV Hampstead PM |
Choice 4
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CHANEL GST |
Choice 5
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CHANEL Medallion Tote |
Urghh..why do they have to be so freakin' expensive?
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
The Miracle Bag
Man, isn't work crazy? I don't think anybody likes waking up at 6am everyday and coming home just after sunset. By the time the clock hits 5pm, your mind shuts down and all you can think about is the way out.
Well, if you're not oncall that is. If not, it'll be another 24 hours unlucky you!
Today, i needed my therapist. This week had been long albeit it just being Tuesday.
Luckily, she lives in my closet. . or, should I say them?
I dropped by the post office on the way home to pick up this.
So I have this problem of changing bags right..mainly because it's tedious to move everything from one bag to the other. Therefore I would end up wearing the same bag over a period of time (which is fine), but you ended up getting bored of that particular bag after a while. The next time it gets out of its sack, taht'll be next year.
So I got this amazing Purse Organiser from Amazon. co.uk to keep things tidy and also so that I can move from one bag to the other easy.
Not only that, it also acts as a nappy bag Organiser. It comes complete with a changing mat and a bottle warmer. Brilliant!
This girl hasn't come out of her sack in ages. Speedy and I have a Love-hate Relationship. It's a size too big and i can't make up my mind about the checkboard -white. I have considered selling her multiple times, just never got round to it. Despite the colour, it's easy to mantain and still looks brand spanking new (probably because it doesn't get out much)
Well, if you're not oncall that is. If not, it'll be another 24 hours unlucky you!
Today, i needed my therapist. This week had been long albeit it just being Tuesday.
Luckily, she lives in my closet. . or, should I say them?
I dropped by the post office on the way home to pick up this.
The Miracle Bag |
So I have this problem of changing bags right..mainly because it's tedious to move everything from one bag to the other. Therefore I would end up wearing the same bag over a period of time (which is fine), but you ended up getting bored of that particular bag after a while. The next time it gets out of its sack, taht'll be next year.
So I got this amazing Purse Organiser from Amazon. co.uk to keep things tidy and also so that I can move from one bag to the other easy.
Not only that, it also acts as a nappy bag Organiser. It comes complete with a changing mat and a bottle warmer. Brilliant!
Wipes, nappy, extra clothes and medicines goes into their slots. I feel so organized now. Haha |
This girl hasn't come out of her sack in ages. Speedy and I have a Love-hate Relationship. It's a size too big and i can't make up my mind about the checkboard -white. I have considered selling her multiple times, just never got round to it. Despite the colour, it's easy to mantain and still looks brand spanking new (probably because it doesn't get out much)
I am never a handheld-bag type of girl, so she always ended up a second choice. But, I can't miss out on a classic Speedy. |
Still has a lot of space with the Miracle Bag in. |
All ready for the weekend. Oh please come soon enough.. |
Sunday, February 19, 2012
It's all about CHANEL
I don't intend to hide my interest and passion from others, regardless of how superficial I may appear.
I will admit that I am quite obsess with CHANEL, and I partly blame The PurseBlog Forum for that. The other part I blame myself.
It's not because it's expensive, it's because I love how chic and elegant their designs are. The flap bags stood the test of time and people are still wearing them 20 to 30 years later because they are practical and yet, sophisticated.
The trouble with obsession is sometimes they can get too much. CHANEL is now interfering with my ADLs (Activities of Daily Living) and I can't seem to focus with anything apart from my dear CHANEL. My free time is spent hoarding The PurseBlog Forum and googling pictures of celebrities with CHANEL bags.
I feel guilty, I am not being a good mother-the very little time I have at home I should've been spending it with my little one rather than obsessing over bags.
I can't help it. Sometimes, i feel like making the big jump and get my DREAM bag so that I can get it over with. Other times, I feel like i should just give it up. There's no way I can afford a CHANEL. Not in this current climate and with so many things to spend my savings on.
I am in a dilemma. I don't think this can properly go away though. I know I will regret my decision one way or the other.
Urgh.
I will admit that I am quite obsess with CHANEL, and I partly blame The PurseBlog Forum for that. The other part I blame myself.
It's not because it's expensive, it's because I love how chic and elegant their designs are. The flap bags stood the test of time and people are still wearing them 20 to 30 years later because they are practical and yet, sophisticated.
The trouble with obsession is sometimes they can get too much. CHANEL is now interfering with my ADLs (Activities of Daily Living) and I can't seem to focus with anything apart from my dear CHANEL. My free time is spent hoarding The PurseBlog Forum and googling pictures of celebrities with CHANEL bags.
I feel guilty, I am not being a good mother-the very little time I have at home I should've been spending it with my little one rather than obsessing over bags.
I can't help it. Sometimes, i feel like making the big jump and get my DREAM bag so that I can get it over with. Other times, I feel like i should just give it up. There's no way I can afford a CHANEL. Not in this current climate and with so many things to spend my savings on.
I am in a dilemma. I don't think this can properly go away though. I know I will regret my decision one way or the other.
Urgh.
Saturday, February 18, 2012
Kildare Village
Life is what you makes it to be
You can take the worst of situation and turn it into somewhat manageable
You can also make the happiest day a miserable one if you want to
I was once a sour plum a.k.a a pessimist
Give anything to me, and I can turn it dull and sour
Nothing the world can offer was interesting to me. Yes, holidays and extra cash at times do excites my tastebuds, but only for short while. And then, I'm back to sour-ness again
I would like to think that I changed a little bit after getting married. My other half gets excited with every little thing he sees in this little world of mine. At first, I was mesmerized with this kind of attitude because I have seen nobody who is remotely interested in my dull day to day living. As days go on and I got to know this person better, I can understand his actions and interests better than my own. Regardless, I still can't be excited with Ireland. I am still sour and dull. But I have learn how to try and enjoy things a tiny bit. I learn to be passionate and have interests outside of the hospital.
One, is of course bags. Second, is shopping. Third, is going away and being away than other people you know (it is called a holiday)
Speaking of shopping, Kildare Village is one of the favorites in my GPS. It is full of outlet stores and items at bargain prices. But beware, don't believe the 50% or 70% signs on their shops..they're basically the same price every week. How do I know? Because I am here nearly here every week.
Kildare Village has very nice sceneries, it basically looks like a village. Best stores here includes Clarks, Ralph Lauren and Home&Cook. You can find real bargains sometimes.
*Kildare Village is about an hour from Dublin and 20minutes from where I live*
You can take the worst of situation and turn it into somewhat manageable
You can also make the happiest day a miserable one if you want to
I was once a sour plum a.k.a a pessimist
Give anything to me, and I can turn it dull and sour
Nothing the world can offer was interesting to me. Yes, holidays and extra cash at times do excites my tastebuds, but only for short while. And then, I'm back to sour-ness again
I would like to think that I changed a little bit after getting married. My other half gets excited with every little thing he sees in this little world of mine. At first, I was mesmerized with this kind of attitude because I have seen nobody who is remotely interested in my dull day to day living. As days go on and I got to know this person better, I can understand his actions and interests better than my own. Regardless, I still can't be excited with Ireland. I am still sour and dull. But I have learn how to try and enjoy things a tiny bit. I learn to be passionate and have interests outside of the hospital.
One, is of course bags. Second, is shopping. Third, is going away and being away than other people you know (it is called a holiday)
Speaking of shopping, Kildare Village is one of the favorites in my GPS. It is full of outlet stores and items at bargain prices. But beware, don't believe the 50% or 70% signs on their shops..they're basically the same price every week. How do I know? Because I am here nearly here every week.
Kildare Village has very nice sceneries, it basically looks like a village. Best stores here includes Clarks, Ralph Lauren and Home&Cook. You can find real bargains sometimes.
*Kildare Village is about an hour from Dublin and 20minutes from where I live*
Thursday, February 16, 2012
At last!
At last, got what i wanted
after blood, sweat and tears, i got that piece of paper that i worked day and night for ( so not true..haha)
who've thought that in between 'purseforum', 'mysoju' and 'facebook', my brain was able to retain the little bits of information to bring me to the finish line
OK. Now I'm ready for home.
Poyo. Haha.
Monday, February 13, 2012
Another CHANEL-related post
I do realised that i am becoming more and more annoying with my CHANEL posts
But what the heck, I don't don't give a damn care as my sister used to say
And true enough, I have yet to own a CHANEL bag but doesn't mean that I can't talk about them
...not that it matter much because I might be the only person reading this blog anyway. Haha
So here it is, from yours truly...her undying obsession

CHANEL Chain Around Messenger Medium in Black
Cruise Collection 2011
- Posted using BlogPress from my iPad
But what the heck, I don't don't give a damn care as my sister used to say
And true enough, I have yet to own a CHANEL bag but doesn't mean that I can't talk about them
...not that it matter much because I might be the only person reading this blog anyway. Haha
So here it is, from yours truly...her undying obsession

CHANEL Chain Around Messenger Medium in Black
Cruise Collection 2011
- Posted using BlogPress from my iPad
Location:Oak Glynn,Naas,Ireland
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