TLC 2

FACT-

i haven't been blogging in a while

been busy studying and certain things has put me off

contrary to popular beliefs (it must've been), my life doesn't revolve around marriage and having kids

i have a job and i have my own family (my parents and siblings)

so if u happen to read my post TLC..


it was not a cry for help

and

it has nothing to do about 'the dear husband'-ie i don't have marital issues that i would like to share with the world

for those of u who thought so, go home and play dolls

us girls nowadays are matured enough to handle issues on our own without consulting unknown folks on the net

i am angry enough that i have to explain this

so to avoid future misunderstandings there will no mention of dear husband on the blog

this is my blog

so it will be all about ..

ME!

10 days

10 days till exam!

aiyoo! 3x

bad day

when it's a bad day..

i go out!

if i'm a celeb, i would of course went on a vacation somewhere far (preferably an island) to avoid the papparazzis

but i'm not!

so i usually go to Pasir Puteh and buy 'goreng pisang' and KFC...and come back all happy and ready to face anything!

that, however is old news..

i have mia-chan on my lap 99% of my day

so if it's a bad day..

i locked myself in my room for half an hour (can't afford more than that)

and came out all ready for mia-chan

why am i blabbering about all this?

because i watched Wanita Hari Ini today..and the topic was about having baby twins and how had it is as a mum,etc..and an actress that 'i recognize but couldn't remember her name' said that when she has a bad day..she goes out and does her hair..

i want to go out and do my hair too..

..but mummy will smile for u!

bye2

bye2 facebook...

wish i've never known u

saya

seronok jugak baca blog2 orang ni. ada cerita pasal life dia, ada cerita pasal hobi, ada duk marah2 je, ada duk menyumpah orang dalam blog-ini salah itu salah

macam2 manusia ni. kadang2 kalau fikir itulah yang buat kite terhibur. tengok gelagat manusia macam2.

kalau semua orang macam Liyana bosannya dunia!

dah boleh agak apa dia nak buat

tapi terpikir jugak..

macam mana orang melihat Liyana ni ek?

yelah, orang kan macam2...yang pasti ramai yang kata Liyana ni pendiam..tapi mesti ada jugak yang suruh Liyana ni diam!!

tapi satu lah, Liyana ni x dengar kata orang. kalau rasa betul dia ikut, kalau rasa x setuju dia langgor je!

agak2, korang pon begitu jugak ke?

fishing

me?

fishing?

why ever would i want to do that?

well my friends, there are things in life u don't need reasons for

fishing attire

mum said i look like i was going out shopping instead of fishing..too bad i didn't bring any bag

grandma has a huge pool for fishing. it was initially meant for business-u know the ones where they grow baby fish and sell them when they are big...but it didn't happen. so, lucky us!

the pool

come on fish

the bait

this is the part i hate most about fishing. hooking the bait to the 'kail' (now u know i've no idea what i'm talking about. fishing IS rocket science for me!)

syauqi caught a tilapia (did i spell it right?)

the expert

OK.

i HATE fishing!

i waited ages and got no fish!

why don't we just buy them in the markets?

so time-consuming and dirty work fishing is.

to pass the time, i took pictures...

..of myself!

so BORED!

here i was again

..with no fish.

at the end, i have to surrender to the LAW of NATURE-

fishing is simply not for me

 in fact, liyana and fishing should not be in the same sentence...ever

i'd rather stay at home and browse the internet for bags

a clutch?

Eva Clutch in Damier Ebene

FACT-

i NEED one

isn't she DIVINE?

i could wear her everyday, everywhere...so practical and doesn't weigh a tonne

she's definitely next on the list-'bags that i dream about and not yet have'

TLC

life is not easy

being a woman makes it harder

there are trillions of emotions to go through each day...and yes, it can make u tired of yourself

today,

i feel unloved (is that a word?)

aiyoo..

sometimes i just don't understand myself

where is the LOVE people?

i need me some...

*hubby said not to post up your 'internal affairs' on facebook. (because u shouldn't share ur troubles with everybody- he said). i'm not. i'm putting it up on my blog

on the fence

Balenciaga Giant City in Military Green

i am undecided on this one

love@like@so-so@dislike???

i haven't own any Balenciaga pieces yet (probably never will)...and this one is their most popular-Balenciaga Giant City-datin2, kerabat2, anak2 dato' all are carrying it around these days

retails for 1,125 pounds..

ada berani?

not at home

these days have been MANIC

exam is getting nearer

and i am also near the end of my maternity leave

LOTS to do...LOTS to figure out

Thank God it's the school holidays..the kids can babysit mia chan while i study

...we also decided to visit grandma because well, it really has been awhile

tudung-www.pearlhaya.com
top-bought from Bandung
bag-PRADA

say hi mia-chan!

they are all wearing tops from Bandung

to be honest, i really needed this break

have been thinking of HEAVY stuffs this past few days

we haven't found a carer for mia-chan...(we NEEDED one. i work nights and hubby work away from home)

i wish i can make people understand that i simply cannot go back to Ireland without mia-chan 

and

if we couldn't find a carer for her

...then i simply won't go back

that's that!

speedy with a strap

my prayers have been answered..

Speedy Bandouliere

 i am so NOT Michelle Williams but i would hope to take the same picture modelling the same bag one day

i was never a handheld bag person..hence the reason of not owning any..yet  :p

it's nice to look at

but there are only a few occasions where u can wear it with comfort

most of the time, i need both of my hands to be free (remember mia-chan?)

but

the wait is finally over

speedy is finally with a strap!

yip yip horee!

yes

the new Speedy Bandouliere is with a strap. see the D-chain on both sides of bag? that's to attach the strap

now that it's finally here (it's actually out in April) i need to figure out the price

(so scared to find out!)

hmmm...


April...

exam...

London...

Harrod's...


Speedy Bandouliere???

going out!

after ages of locking myself indoors and being a good mummy

i went out yesterday..

tudung-www.pearlhaya.com
top-Valentino Rudy
bag-Tivoli GM Louis Vuitton

where was i heading?

...to buy pampers and milk for mia-chan

:(  

yes.

i play dress-up just to go buy mia-chan's necessities

nevertheless, that's better than not going out at all!

BYE!

coffee

FACT.

i NEED coffee to study

caffeine makes makes the words on the pages jumped out on me

and needless to say, i am super hyper!

coffee need a friend...not coffee-mate!... biscuits!

and i LOVE to dunk my biscuits in a hot mug of coffee

i am all excited and giddy!

now let's STUDY!

korean pants

told u guys i would post up picture of my korean pants! (OK. it's not actually mine. 'pinjam' from my sister)

*i only wear it indoors so don't expect to bump into me in a shopping mall wearing this

temper tantrums

she is getting real good at throwing tantrums now   (which means more headache for mummy)

u often wonders how babies would be all smiles and cute at one time...and nano seconds later..

disaster!

exactly where do they learn it from?

the ability to change from one mood to the other in no time

and they even managed to look cute while they're at it

u'll be very tempted to give in to their demands by now

if that still doesn't work..

let's bury up face and cry some more..

at which time, i will be picking her up

cheeky!

that's it! i'm learning this trick from mia-chan.

 u'll never know when it's gonna come in handy (time nak pujuk hubby beli bag maybe? hehe)

what day is today?

yes. it's Saturday

and yes. it's also 24 more days till exam!

*freaking out!*

OK.

maybe not that freaked out

because exam is near and there are gazillions more of stuff to study, i just HAVE to watch korean drama

G.E.N.I.U.S

not the drama....me!

the drama is called THE SECRET GARDEN

it stars hyun bin as the boy and hajiwon as the girl (i'm just mentioning the names..haven't heard of them before)

it started off quite typical of any korean drama

rich boy. poor girl. boy meets girl. boy falls for the girl. 3rd party comes in. love triangle...and u know the rest

except

here's the twist

while all the arguing and backstabbing heat on, they (both leads and 3rd and 4th party) all went to Jeju Island (an island somewhere in Korea. i know because it is mentioned in nearly all of  korean dramas)

and here is where the two leads got lost in a forest and came across a restaurant in the middle of the woods (secret garden)

the ahjumma (lady/aunty/makcik) running the restaurant gave them both a bottle of home-brewed wine each to take home

and

of course, they went home and more yelling(korean man yells a lot in drama, not sure if they do the same in real life), fighting and tears ensue

one night, they both drink the wine (and this is with a sad music playing in the background) while thinking about each other

and voila!!

they both exchange bodies!

if u have watched any korean dramas before, u would have probably guessed what happened next..

they both finally understands what it means when people said  ' put yourself in one's shoe' and realized that they simply cannot live without each other

i have managed to finished episode 1 to 10 (within one day.i know...shame on me!)

the verdict?

so-so lah

i haven't watched korean dramas in ages, and this is a nice remembrance of why i just loved korean dramas

koreans are so DRAMATIC

when hindustanis love to dance in the rain..koreans fights and kisses in the snow

the best part?

...is when the guy grabs the girl's wrist, drags her and then run while a fast-paced song plays in the background ( i call it the running song)

so DRAMATIC!

OK

i'm going to snuggle under my duvet while re-playing the scene over and over again in my head...

gud nite all!

the domino effect

here's a confession

i've never had Domino's Pizzza...i know..that is sad but

Kelantan doesnt have Dominos!

OK. Lie. i've had it once or twice but that was back in Dublin...meaning only vegetarian stuffs (boo..)

so i decided to try it after oh so many years...

the last time we were in KL, i asked for a takeaway

here's what we had

chicken and cheese pizza

olive, pepperoni, pepper thin crust pizza

chicken and mushroom pizza

BBQ chicken pizza

onion rings

chicken wings

and we washed all the FAT down with...

ABC

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

perfect pink

F**kin' Perfect by Pink

Made a wrong turn, once or twice 

Dug my way out, blood and fire 

Bad decisions, that's alright 

Welcome to my silly life 

Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood 

Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down 

Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated 

Look, I'm still around 

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel 

Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect 

Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing 

You're f*ckin' perfect to me! 

You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong 

Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead 

So complicated, look happy, you'll make it! 

Filled with so much hatred...such a tired game 

It's enough! I've done all I can think of 

Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same 

Oh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel 

Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect 

Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing 

You're f*ckin' perfect to me 

i don't encourage coursing or swearing for any reason at all!

but i've been humming this tune ever since i first listened to it

i have been there. we all have been there.. the part of our lives that was not so sweet.

and we all have made decisions that we later regretted.

and ended up blaming ourself... because we are incompetent, because we are not good enough, because we are destined for failure

but life is a WHEEL

sometimes we're UP, other times we're DOWN

... i try to get past all the insecurities and see the better part of me

and hey, i'm not so BAD after all!

working hard for my money

i am a student

not the ordinary student though..the one who had paid a LARGE sum of money for her exam

it's true. we are living in 'nothing is free' world today.. and that includes exams

u need to pay to take an exam...and u need to take an exam to get higher in your carier and get more money

that's right folks-money generates more money

u're nobody without money...and u'll get nowhere without them

here's how much i've forked out for this particular exam:

1. exam fee                                                      450euros
2. travel expenses                                             921euros
3. accom. during exam                                    approx 300euros
4. study materials-books, online courses          approx 300euros

that's a gross total of 1917euros  =  RM8000!!

aiyoo...no wonder i can never save

therefore, after realising how 'ciput' my money in the bank is now...i have decided to study..

hard..

like a mad man..

like there's no tomorrow..

*tying a bandana around my forehead with the word 'gambate' on it*

study material

see all those notes i made? i'm so proud of myself.muahaha..

of course, u need a suitable environment to study

...and COFFEE

OK. most of these stuffs are mia-chan's. but see the mug with a sachet inside?
that's MY coffee

i can't study without caffeine. my brain cells works harder with them inside me (or at least i think so)

and yes..

i study on my bed (guilty!)

nothing beats cosy-ing in bed, under the duvet, with a cup of coffee, sleeping..opps!..i mean studying!


*i would take a picture of myself studying but it's 3am..and i don't look pretty at this hour

30 days

30 days till exam

i'm almost crying in desperation

i need more time for myself !

my head is full of stuffs i need to do...and i can't concentrate  :(

life is dull

here i am, fresh from an 8 hour journey back from KL

and my thought is

life is dull

so i have been in KL

and u would imagine i was out and about all over KL enjoying myself

WRONG!

i was all alone(with mia-chan)..in someone else's home..

doing...

do the dishes

laundry

babysit mia-chan

i didn't even step out of the apartment!

it's like being chained to a wall, with my head wandering off elsewhere

so DULL..

so i decided to ransack che nin's fridge

that's right. i have spent 30minutes modelling with a fridge..

talk about being DULL

my brain was not made for this kind of life!

i need to go out and be free of the world..