reason is, can't find my camera and had to borrow my sister's instead
turns out it was in my bag all along...OK, i blame myself for putting stuffs 'merata-rata'-so hubby please don't nag if u're reading this
i should tell u how i nearly missed saying goodbye to kak dia...
because she has too much stuffs to bring-one HUGE suitcase and 2 bags (plus we are too many people for a CITRA)..had to use 2 cars
kak dia also had to arrive early to the airport for a briefing (she is travelling with a group of students, so a lot of time and headaches involved before can board all of them on to the plane)
because i'm going with a small child, had to wait for the later trip-car driven by my BIL(bro-in-law)
however, turns out he can't get off early from work..by the time we are all ready to head to KLIA, received a call from dad saying kak dia had to enter gate in less than an hours time
we were all like 'WHAATT???' (distance from house to KLIA is about an hour journey AT LEAST)
so BIL drove like a mad man, doing like hundreds of km per hour..OMG i never knew cars can be driven that fast, felt like being in a bullet train almost(not that i've riden one)
mum was also close to tears..saying she should've taken the earlier trip
long story short..we made it just in time (thanks to your SUPERB driving BIL..although will never get in your car again if we are ever in a hurry).. flight got delayed and we were allowed half an hours time to say our good-byes
we were all smiles in the beginning
making jokes and teasing each other..
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| kak dia with kak irah |
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| favourite pose..peace! |
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| kak dia with kak yani |
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| kak dia and the crews |
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| family picture |
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| abah and kak dia |
but things slowly turned SAD...
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| abah and kak dia (now crying) |
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| crying and hugging adik |
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| mum and kak dia (both crying) |
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| goodbye kak dia! |
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| kak dia is the one still looking behind..so SAD :( |
i'm wearing:
cardigan-ZARA
top-ZARA
tudung-www.pearlhaya.com
bag-Louis Vuitton Tivoli GM
mia-chan's wearing:
top-tenderly
skirt&legging-NEXT kids
kak yani's wearing:
top-PDI
jeans-Levi's
bag-JAEGER
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| mia-chan-nano-seconds before she cried (i know u hated the new pram) |
Goodbyes aren't easy..especially if that person is someone whom u love dearly and they are going to a far far away place
Airports are full of people saying goodbyes everyday..which is why i hate the place
We didn't stay long after kak dia left..
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| also because mia-chan was already crying at this time |
I'm also dreading the thoughts of us leaving Malaysia (soon as maternity leaves end, maybe earlier as am taking exam early April)...the saying of there's no place like HOME is dead right. There simply isn't one.
OK. Now u can ask why i still left Malaysia..because i just had too. between home and ambition, i choose the latter
I need to be home being a SOMEBODY-too much effort and tears had gone to this path i've chosen, so cannot stop halfway (trying to convince oneself here)
Trust me, once i'm done trying or better still, once i achieved what i aimed for...will be on the first flight back home
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